Full-Blown Agony: My Struggle With the Enigmatic Suffering of Cluster Headache Syndrome

It was a gloomy weekday in the morning in September 2016. I worked as a teacher, attempting to manage a new group of students, when a intense pain bloomed behind my right eye. Then came rapid stabs, similar to lightning bolts. As each class came and went, the discomfort subsided and then came back with greater force. Four times that day I left a teaching assistant with activities and ran to the staff bathroom to douse my face with cool water. I tried aspirin, but the agony remained unrelenting.

The headaches returned repeatedly that autumn, and again in spring, soon establishing an yearly cycle. The autumn months were the most severe, then February and March. I could predict the pattern: a warning sensation in the shower, early twinges on the train, full-on agony in class by mid-morning. In 2019, a GP eventually sent me to a neurologist and I was given a diagnosis with cluster headaches.

Cluster headaches typically begin with intense discomfort behind a single eye that lasts for three hours.

Approximately 1 in 1000 people are affected by the condition, and males are more often affected. Attacks typically start with abrupt, severe agony around one eye that reaches its peak within a short time and continues for up to three hours. Episodes occur in cycles, daily or several times a day, and are accompanied by red or watery eyes, sagging eyelids or facial sweating. There exists an episodic type, which arrives in periodic cycles; others have chronic attacks, characterized by the lack of long symptom-free periods.

What connects sufferers is the severity. One study rated the sensation at 9.7 10, higher than bone fractures or pancreatitis. Another found 64% of cluster patients reported thoughts of self-harm amid bouts; the figure fell to four percent when they were pain-free.

Val Hobbs, in her seventies, a chronic sufferer from Pembrokeshire, isn't surprised. Her episodes started when she was a toddler. “I would hurl myself on the floor and hit my head. That was put down to being spoiled,” she says. Her symptoms deteriorated through her youth. Drinking in her adolescence, like several causes, made things more intense. After having alcohol at her graduation party, she remembers hardly being able to see on the transport home.

Her family often interpreted her attacks as drunken behavior. Support finally came from her parent and then from her partner, Rod. “I was very lucky to find such an understanding person,” she says. Hobbs found office work after relocating, but often hid her illness. She was dismissed from one job, partly due to time off during episodes. Her definitive identification came in the early 2000s at a national neurology center.

Still, the inability to plan daily activities around unpredictable attacks took its effect. She especially hated being unable to plan social events, being seen as flaky as a co-worker, and even having to be looked after by her family during the incapacitation caused by the most severe episodes. “It steals from you of the small freedoms we don't appreciate until they're gone,” she says. She recalls winning tickets for a significant concert, only to have an attack inside a facility.


Headaches have been described across the ages. “The first description of headache comes by way of the Mesopotamians in antiquity,” write authors in a publication on the topic. They attributed the disease to an malevolent entity who attacked his sufferers' heads.

Ancient medical records propose unusual remedies for what some observers would describe as a headache disorder. In the middle ages, severe headache was identified as a separate disorder, with treatments ranging from bloodletting to other, more folk cures.

It was a European doctor who provided the initial detailed account of a cluster headache. In his medical observations, he describes a patient “suffering with a very severe headache occurring and vanishing each day at specific hours”.

The disorder were only officially recognised by international headache committees in 1988. From the mid-20th century to the 1990s, they were believed to be caused by a issue with a key blood vessel which delivers blood to the brain. Prominent experts in diagnosing the disorder note this.

In the late 1990s, researchers released the findings of a research project for which they had triggered attacks in patients and observed the episodes in a brain scanner. The results, published in a major journal, showed activation of the hypothalamus, which is in charge for human circadian rhythm, when patients were in discomfort, and a reduction when they felt better.

In spite of such progress, diagnosis remains slow. One man's attacks began in 1986 and felt like “a balloon being blown up behind my left eye”. GPs thought he had sinus problems; he had four operations before finally being correctly identified in 2014, after a physician researched his complaints.

Specialists say wait times in diagnosing and treatment occur because patients are seldom seen during an episode. “You're exhausted and depressed, but not in severe pain,” one says. He works by eliminating other primary headache disorders, such as tension-type headache, before confirming the disorder. A thorough patient history is essential: on which side do signs appear? For how much time? What time of year? Are there triggers, such as alcohol? Certain features such as redness, sagging eyelids and stuffy nose help confirm cluster headaches. Once diagnosed, patients may be referred to specialist centers. But many first arrive to A&E or are given inadequate treatments.

A charity trustee, in her late seventies, has experienced cluster headaches for most of her life, although she hasn't had an attack since 2016. When she was in her twenties, she had her molars extracted because dentists misunderstood her symptoms. She believes dentists still need much more awareness. When a sufferer sought help from a charity, it was she who replied. I remember calling a helpline during an bout in 2021; a calm volunteer talked them through oxygen treatment and medication until the episode passed.

Official guidance on treatment advise that sufferers are offered high-dose oxygen and/or a specific medication delivered by injection. No tablets or strong analgesics should be used. Prophylactic options include verapamil, which reportedly helps manage the bouts of some individuals.

But consultant specialists believe the official guidelines need updating to reflect a clearer clinical process and help GPs avoid incorrect prescriptions. For episodic patients, the treatment window is critical: “The length of the cycle determines the treatment.” Short cycles with infrequent attacks are managed with acute treatment alone. More prolonged or more severe periods require preventative medications such as verapamil, sometimes combined with corticosteroids. A significant number of patients also receive a nerve block injection during a bout – an procedure into the area of the skull where the discomfort is that decreases nerve signals.

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Jeremy Jones
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